Macau

15.10.2011

It was a really last minute decision to jump on this trip..............but because I really do not want my hubby to be all alone in Macau ( Business Trip) on his Birthday, moreover I had never done that before, so telling myself to be spontaneous!!!
hahahaha...............:)

I was not sure whether to do it or not, BUT I'm glad that I did as it turned out to be a super fabulous short trip for us!

Alright, shall let the photos do all the talking.....Be prepared for loads of picture!!!
Enjoy!



Day 1:

I catch the earliest flight and arrived in Hong Kong pretty early , met up with my hubby, shop around and had sumptuous lunch before taking a ferry over to Macau........:)

Macau Galaxy Hotel


Grand Entrance!!

Main Lobby!!


Really excited with what i saw.......My expressions say it all......:)



Banyan Tree Macau
~~~Designed by my hubby~~~

Our Room



Look!! There's a pool in our room....:)


This is really Splendid......:)


View from our room balcony....




Big Wave Pool!!! One of the attraction of the Hotel!


After Dinner, We stop by Venetian!!! I simply love the decor....
And of course we wanted to try our luck at the Casino $$$$..






Day 2 :

Sumptuous Breakfast served in our room
Yummy...>.<



~~~~~The End~~~~
to be continued .......
>.<

I’m tired, let me rest…

I’m tired…

Tired of being what other people want me to be, tired of wanting to please everyone.
I’m tired…
Tired of doubting. People’s emotions, the truth, how they feel.
I’m tired…
Tired of pushing back tears, smiling because that’s what everyone expects.
I’m tired…
Tired of guessing, tired of wondering if my life has any meaning, if someone will ever truly love me, becoming what everyone believes is successful.
I’m tired…

Let me rest…
Upon MY hopes and dreams, on what I think is right and wrong.
Let me rest…
Upon the truth, tell me how it is, let me see your soul, let me know how you feel.
Let me rest…
Upon real emotions, not the mask that I feel forced to wear everyday.
Let me rest…
Upon your love and tell me things will be alright

I’m tired… Let me rest…

Self Reflection

Self Reflection is the most important as well as it's the hardest to do, especially for me....

All these while i was taking the time to figure out who I am as a individual. It's really time for me to stop and take a look at who i really am ; what makes me tick. It includes looking at what I care about most, as well as how and why i feel and act the way that i do in given situations.

Been thinking a lot.....and I hope I have finally understand what are most importantly are how I want to feel as I go through life.

We Only Have One Life To Live

I don’t want to leave you with the impression that it sound so easy and I had sorted out all my feelings as well as moving towards what I wanted to do/be , seriously it's really hard and not something easy for me. In fact I'm still trying to tune myself into the mode.

I'm really hating the fact that I'm not able to succeed in what I always wanted to do, having super low self esteem, always not confident enough , always feel not as good as compared to others.....

oh well the list go on n go........

Getting to know myself this intimately can be really scary, but again...Are all these really really such a big issue, or it's really just purely my unnecessary inferiority ?

I guess , taking a step at a time,I am close to finding the answers .

I know I'll be able to walk out of these in time to come ....:)

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"When you wish upon a star
Makes no difference who you are.
Anything your heart desires Will come to you."

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Aimless

My this space is really dying.......just like me....Aimless........

I have come to this little space of mine Umpteen times , tried typing a few sentences and find myself deleting it over and over again............

There are many things that I wanted very much to share, but again......

I didn't cus I really can't do it here for everyone to see.

Even though I'm smiling everyday , that's doesn't mean I'm ok!

I really need to sort out all my inferiority as well as my thoughts......

I hate myself being really unproductive, been having super low self esteem, really hate myself at this stage >:(

I hope I can get over this rough patch of my life and be able to find my way to live again....

In near time i hope i will.................

想不开就不想，得不到就不要。

I'm loving this song at this very moment!!!

Someone like you.....................By Adele 21

My first 3/12 of 2011

Beginning of my 2011 is really crazily busy!!!!
School works as well as new projects that we have recently clinched.
Everything just happened too fast, times slipped away so quickly that I really have no time to record it down.


Been traveling quite a bit in March school holidays...........
I went to China, BKK, and KL within a week, yes 3 places within 5 days to be exact. All are business trips.
It was a very tiring week for me, lots of walking, meetings, talking. decisions making........etc...


Except for 1 ;)
Yes, KL trip!!
I met up with B. We had a great evening/night together....Everything things just so so perfect and beautiful!........Best night ever.....
He is just too sweet , always!!


Lately I have been catching up a lot with some old friends too like Jo Jo , Weili, my fav boy Azhar and my BFF Elaine since Secondary school.

Wow!!!! seriously, I did so many things in my 3/12 of 2011!!!!!
Cool, and I'm loving it, I just love everything that had happen...................

As soon as April is here, gosh...that's reminded me that I still have a lot to do.......it's going to be another busy month for me, as yes I'm needed to make short trips every now and then.
Haiz...-.-
Almost all my weekends are burnt!

Oh well , should not be complaining too much!
It's all for good.... I know it's all worth and all my efforts will be pay off!!!

Oh ya, another major decision that I have made this year is................................................
dada da da............................
I have finally picked up my courage and decided to see my cousin who is a dentist to have my teeth restore!!! hahahahaha ;D

I'm going to have 3 tooth extracted, straighten + whitening = Hollywood smile!!!!
God, Please tell me I'll be fine, cus I'm really scare lei...Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Last but not least, I want June School Holidays to come faster can?!?!?!?

x_X

USS with the kids

Found all the pictures taken at USS last year with the Kids!!! Wahahaha I know lah, I super slow lor....


Looking through all the pictures really did put a smile on my face. Well,our kids come from totally different background, with lots of problem that they don't even know how to express themselves....


My Special babies from 2A3 2010

The combo of this class is really a very unique one, they are super epic!!!!

Cool Form Teacher!! - Ken Ng
A very supportive and fun guy!!!

And Of course my well known " Ang Moh" kid Victor!!!! hahaha.......


Far Far Away.........................................................................


Victor and Govin
his best buddy !!!



Many says that they are hopeless and a total waste of time, but being with them for these few years....I come to realize that they are all very each special in their own ways. Kids are always kids, they basically need someone to care, love and listen to what they have to say.
I believe before we can teach the kids, there are many time that we actually need to teach the parent before we can teach the kids.
Many times, when things don't go my way, I get upset easily and get affected badly,but now from these kids , I learned and feel so blessed ,try to take things easy, hoping to become a better person.
Just look at them.......................

So so looking forward to the oversea trips with them and yes yes yes!!!! I'm going back to USS again ,this time with the new year 2 class..
~~~Whee~~~